ϟ мя мøηkεчч мαη ϟ

2010-07-31T19:03:00.000+08:00

i just wish i could shout out all my problems! :@ this life just aint worth living for!

2010-06-15T22:02:00.004+08:00

today got yog validation! woke up abit late but still reach in time.. then it started to rain! great! go kallang and slack after learning the ropes cos was raining so cant do much. then we went for lunch. after lunch all the stress piled up. but settled down quite comfortably after a while..and we have free access to coke! hehe^^ first match is boys.. then second match is girls. woah suddenly all the other court esp ben jealous of my court hahahha ^^ they play until very good ^^ then from my view can see 2 girls match. court 1 and 2 at the same time.. kok loon very hyper! :D then walkie talkie suddenly become 'promoting your court's girls appearance system'.. hahaha lucky i nvr say too loud, cos the person i commenting the dad was just beside me the whole time.. hahaha then when the match ended and the next girls match came in, it started to get boring. and boring and even more boring then from my court watch court 2 way nicer! :D :D haha after the thg the instructor told me the girl's address family background, her ranking, her age, her dad, her school and alot other crap hahah.. and i rmb every single thing.. :D lol just for the sake of fun and laughter. then after that, took the bus back to JVS, then from there go home uh..
kk thats all for now
~till i post again~

hehe

2010-06-13T17:18:00.005+08:00

lately i've been sketching alot alot.. hahaha sketch everythg i see that is nice.. bits and pieces of whut i did.. :D :D quite messy uh the work but still the best i sketched for years..

haha anyway till i post again.. *drawing again*

darn

2010-06-08T20:10:00.002+08:00

another course day gone.. today richard lim took the class.. at first was good.. better than ytd's lecturer.. then he started telling us wayy too much info.. today was just sketching designs and ideation.. and he even forgot there is a break.. so our break from 330pm dragged till 4pm.. then came back and continue sketching.. was bored and started drawing portraits of ppl. hehe and he dragged our going home time from 5pm till 620pm! wasted lots of time cos of sketching! now at home resting and found my RX-78-2 gundam! haha and watching pokemon again ltr! haha
~till i post again~

2010-06-07T20:20:00.002+08:00

today got dnt course at ngee ann poly.. finding the place is a hassle.. so big.. haha but i like! :P
start at 2 and ended at 5.. quite boring uh the lecturer.. but still learn quite a lot in a day..
went home after that then watched pokemon mewtwo returns.. continued from ytd cos watched pokemon the first movie alr.. maybe ltr watched more of it.. 2 movies down 10 more to go!

POKEMON ROCKS! \m/

kk now go eat dinner alr..
~till i post again~

hunt

2010-06-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

today i watched power rangers jungle fury! it was the last episode! its damn nice i tell you! i dont regret watching it! cos the gate of dk whut daishu or smt opened then all the bad guys came back! so the rangers need to defeat all of them but in the same time, the ranger's masters came back also! it was an EPIC battle i tell you!
"With the power of a Rhino, JUNGLE FURY! RHINO RANGER! KYAAAA!"
haha in the end, the rangers won! and the dk who, once a bad guy decides to become good almost lost his life to safe mankind! hahahah then the dragon is defeated and happy ending as per normal!
haha anyway, today went out supposedly to celebrate ryan's birthday.. 12 + went out of hse to hunt for Arena( i dont even know where's that place) so went to take 182..
at first, allight to early so i thought, i was near and walked a few stops but after a while, realized quite far so i took buis cos here dogs there dogs all looking at me and some walking behind me following..
then i search for orange building with red rooftop.. idk where it is.. passed sg discovery centre.. then i passed by dk whut weird factories.. then all the way to tuas checkpoint there then to the factories again and again then i saw a building orange color so allight
but i realize its wrong so i took bus again.. then saw another similar one.. but then it was a Raffles marina.. so i was wrong again.. called aaron and realize we are at opposite ends of the area.. so i took bus around 9.5 km.. and aaron still waiting there..
finally saw him.. i was drenched.. with all the factories fumes stuck on me.. trust me, you wont like it.. then went to arena and watch them play pool then ryan need to go home soon after cos his parents asked him to..
then me and aaron and ben went to bugis and walked around.. then ben try on the clothes while me and aaron wait.. (seriously damn long!) then walked around saw someone look like someone we like from korea according to aaron and tried to look out for her..
after ben bought the shirt, then go virtual land then while he play, me and aaron went kfc..
shortly after that, ben came.. after eat, went to bugis street... hahah ben so sick sia.. haha inside joke.. nobody will know hahah.. twice in bugis street..
and then went back to JP.. at JP, ben strikes again.. hahah twice more.. and me and aaron even predicted he would look one.. hahaha after that, ben went to find his bermudas, and also a jacket uh.. then walk and walk and walk, felt tired, so we head back for home!
like finally!
haha one week have passed! my homework... hais.. hahaha still pending when to do it.. wanna go library to finish it once and for all but lazy uh.. haha that's all for now!
~till i post again~

finally...

2010-06-04T21:48:00.004+08:00

yo! hahahah some sec 1s are very weird! hahhaa and finally today went out with aaron! went to IMM to walk around.. to our surprise, saw pamela.. then me and aaron was following her everywhere for dk whut reasons he had in his mind! we did it until like so seriously damn obvious.. hahaha good spying skills we have eh! ^^ (Y) hahaha! then after that, nth to do, took 79 back to jp and walk one huge round around JP1 and saw eugene! and then aaron went to his dinner with his mom and i went home.. and i seriously hate homework! it gives me constant headaches! especially math uh!
~till i post again~

holiday

2010-06-03T20:34:00.002+08:00

holidays finally came! was in camp for the first three days! and it was damn fun! haha lazeh to elaborate uh.. all still vivid in my mind.. ask me personally if u want :P

today's a beautifully boring day.. went to library for a while to do hw.. and then went home cos got nth to do.. haha i feel like going to henderson waves to do my homework! crazy? you bet i am! heheheh!

someone please do ask me out soon.. am rotting at home catching bugs in my free time.. haha no la... been eating and eating and eating at home.. need a breath of fresh air fast!

till i post again! happy holidays guys! 520! :D

relaxx

2010-05-08T19:06:00.002+08:00

finally today can relax again! but monday or maybe even tmr. must go and studeh again. sad life i have eh.
monday when ppl are sweating over their A-math paper and POA, i'll be home relaxing. ^^ haha but still must wake up early to do finish some errands.
haha now off to do dnt alr. presentation board! teacher kept extending deadlinees just for us! hahah but now cant alr. if not get zero.
so till i post again! ~eh now your turn update alr!~ 520! ^^

exam exam exam

2010-05-05T19:54:00.003+08:00

today was SS and english paper 1.
woke up early today to go to school earlier cos meeting aiyu to get notes for healthcare cos i din go for the lesson that day.
before bell ring, memorize the thgs until crazeh!
when recieve the paper, it was not as hard as expected. such a relief! things i learn came out and those i didnt, didnt came out that much.
the paper quite kind i guess. the things i didnt study was given as background info. haha
write the ans until hand pain. hand pain also dowan stop cos running out of time :(
next paper was paper 1. hand was still hurting cos of SS. so waste 15 minutes resting hand.
then used 5 mins to decide on a question. wrote on the bullying one but after 15 mins writing, i was stuck, crushed the paper and wrote on a new question. the one about being late for somethg.
so i wasted almost 40 mins doing rubbish. so left one hour to do narrative and speech writing. did the narrative for 45 minutes. the speech i took 10 mins and the rest was to rest and read through the scripts.
after that met mr yamin to get some help on geog.
me aiyu and kok loon then go to library to relax and study abit. after that go home and now resting.
think i rested too much alr. time to studdeh! till i post again~ bye!

-.-

2010-04-25T14:05:00.002+08:00

its been long since i last post...

happy birthday eugene! haha

few more days to exams.. must seriously start hitting the books! heart wants to study but brain sending wrong signals everywhere... -.-

wondering how to make myself study..

lately been feeling stress by lots of stuff... :( but life have to move forward..

life's tragic..

gonna hit the books now.. seriously no lying this time.

~till i post again~ keke :P ily (:

xxx xx

2010-04-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

i want you! i'll wait patiently... :D :D :D till i post again... heheheh

...xxxx....

2010-02-27T18:46:00.002+08:00

time to end certain things... certain important things that may be beyond control unless....

.... back whenever.... i hope...

... hey...

2010-02-13T23:41:00.002+08:00

happy new year to everyone out there... and not to forget a happy valentines day too!

get a box of chocolates for the one u loved and a box of cow dung for the ones u dont..

LOVE~Cyril Ajayi

Is it really love?
or is it just a passing feeling am i not convinced?
a bit uncertain of the feeling

is it the way u make me feel?
so warm with joy and laughter
or could it be happiness
from moments spent together

the lasting bliss, the touch and laugh i miss
the sweetest thought without a torch
the heart that hurt and bears a scar
thinking how far away u always are

you're on my mind most of the day
and at night as i go to bed
an angel soft and gentle as you
would make my sweetest dreams come true

thinking about you alone or in class
writing your name on my room's window glass
wishing you were here
to love, hold and care
wishing i had u with me
to cherish and to stare

into your soft and beautiful eyes
as we both travels to the skies
and mingle with the stars above
but is it really love?

... till i post again.... back whenever...

sloths

2010-02-11T19:10:00.003+08:00

lately i found lots of storybooks by ladybird.. and have been bringing them to school. cant believe my friends like them.. i like them too! school has been fine... but lately kept being tired and forced myself to be awake.

wilna had been saying hello to me as she thinks its fun... weird way of having fun eh... but actually exchanging hellos is kind of fun... :D

just now, while chatting with beiyi, she said something about sloths. that made me wanna read more about them.. now i know a lot about sloths. knowledge are meant to be shared. sooo.....

the food they eat, leaves, have very little energy and nutrition and they have slow acting stomachs.

as much as two third of a well fed sloth's weight consist of the contents in its stomach and the digestive process can take a month or so to complete.

on the ground, their max speed is only 0.54m/s and will move at 4.5m/s when escaping a predator.. but by doing this, they are burning very large amount of energy.

anyway if u wanna learn more about them, go read yourself.. tired to elaborate.

now wanna go relax for awhile... so till i post again... back whenever.. :D

announcement

2010-02-08T17:57:00.001+08:00

not gonna use phone for the time being... yeah!!! till i post again..

back

2010-02-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

about time i got back my life... my internet fixed and bought a phone... at last... its been long... school has been okok.. topsy turvy... not alot happen.. btw, aaron and kok loon if you are reading this, if u are wondering why i am quiet these few weeks, my answer is I DON'T KNOW... so i end my post now... till i post again... :D

i feel useless... :(

2010-01-12T22:52:00.004+08:00

today was okayy... but in assembly i slept omg... hehe.. shh.. after school i went to library to do homework and to revise maths.. lately been doing maths... then it was raining heavily.. then slowly it stopped... then went home via mrt.. in boon lay it was not raining.. as it proceed to pioneer.. rain was heavy... then reach home... heard a shocking news... u ppl no need know... too personal... hais... i cant do anythg.. i can only hope for the best for u... hais.. i wish they didn't tell me.. now i cant even concentrate on a single SHIT!! i hope tml after sch i can hear good news.. but i know it will be bad... just hoping now.. then.. and beyond... hais... i hate this feeling inside me.. i hope u ppl wont irritate me in the next few days... cos i am easily irritated now... just have to be happy... be happy haidi! alot can happen in one night.. i hope it goes the way i want... dont irritate me! till i post again...

2nd week of sch

2010-01-11T21:55:00.002+08:00

some ppl just like to ask ppl to update... :D
okayy... the first week was smooth sailing.. alot of homework everyday... but still surviving...
school is quite boring.... the teachers... no comments... i just cant wait for the weekends... whc is 4 days from now... why i can't wait? i dont know... hais... a crazy feeling inside of me... getting crazier by the day...
end of year... find me a psychiatrist... okay... enough of crapping for the day.. :D good luck people... till i post again...

2010~ first day of school

2010-01-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

finally i post again... someone ask me update one... was the first day of school. was very boring... and was given homework on the very first day... its sooooo boring.... was dying to sleep every minute... and in the class, its soo quiet... a very different environment...
today i am very confuse... now thinking... and hoping at the same time... :D anyway... thgs don't normally go your way... and i understand that fully... just hope if it didn't, thgs will go back the way it was before... :) positive thinking is the way to go!!! okay i am crapping alr... stop... till i post again...kekeke... ~laugh always...

2009!

2009-12-30T19:31:00.002+08:00

2010 pls don't come! this year had been a wonderful spectacular bizzare weird crazy mega and all the adjectives i know... a crazy hell of a year! frm january till oct was fun schooling... frm 25 october onwards, it was super awesome... frm ANCO to outings with friends to spending time with family.. met a whole lot of new and fun friends... well, some are annoying... no names mentioned...

went out lots of times! been the best ever holiday in my life... first time i have been soooo happy... today is the official last day of my favourite year... i will never forget 2009... i want it to end it in a high note... so going out with a great friend i met in the holiday.. :D going to orchard...again... woow!

To JH3!EAKYS! i am sorry i cant go out in the holidays with u guys... so so sorry... i will try make it up in 2010..

anyway, i want to thank Aaron and Kok Loon... i know what u two are trying to say.. and i have been thinking through it everyday... till now my mind havent change... but it may in the next few days.. :D

i wanna tell Far to keep on laughing... :D forget about him... it's no use crying over spilled milk... keep watching the grandma vid... :)

To Rai... wanna say i will support u all the way... i will help u... :D

Then to Atiqah, wanna say, try the plan... it may work.... and sorry i forget go to the block... i overslept till 5pm... and told u liverpool will win... torres scored in the last minute...
won 1-0! :) hehe..

To "Boom", thanks for being a great friend... a wonderful friend indeed u are... thanks for making my holiday a happy one... i have never explore singapore this much but u did it... thanks...

For ANCO, cant believe i say that it rocked my holiday... from the punishments to the happy times... to the funny rumours.... and i love the unique nicholas thong cheer we made.. i am at loss of words of what to say to FOXTROT! just sooo awesome...

i am thinking about my new year resolution for 2010...

i will miss 2009... just cant put it into words... :( i seriously will miss.... omg... i miss 2009 even before it ended....

so i thk this will be my last post of the year... cos tml will be busy with some matters... goodbye 2009... thank you santa for giving me a perfect year... (last year i wished for a great year in 2009 during christmas) so till i post again in 2010!

still sick

2009-12-30T03:29:00.002+08:00

today was weird... i woke up with a cough.. somethg that my dad has... and he woke up with running nose.. which i have... hehe... exchange symptoms.... anyway, i still recovering...
i saw my charger at last... but its broken into 2 pieces... hais... not using phone anymore... got a break frm certain thgs...
today went sch.. for cca.. nth much we do... then go aaron hse slack and talk talk... then went home... sleep.. till 1030... online at 11... many ppl offline... bored... till i post again... :D

sick chicken

2009-12-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

today was home.. KL ask me out.. turn down cos was sick... very sick... anyway.. not much to post... so end it here... hope i get well before school starts... :D till i post again..

BATMAN

2009-12-27T18:20:00.003+08:00

today i didn't go out with family as planned... i didn''t wake up... dad wanna watch sg idol... and i am sick... so stayed home and watched batman all day long in HBO.. dunnoe why today seems like batman day... hehe... anyway.. got to rest... till i post again...

jp

2009-12-27T05:38:00.002+08:00

just now went jp with family... saw hady mirza on stage.. ppl went wild.. idk why... weird...
bought some stuff... mainly food... for myself... saw someone familiar working in john little... just cant remember who...
saw lots off ppl.. peiyi... beiyi... the worker... 3 pri sch friends...
tml, me and my family going to go around singapore... haiz.. but i am still awake at 5.45am...kekeke..
anyways, liverpool won wolves 2-0... at last they won.. a header by gerrard and a shot by benayoun... happy...
now, trying to get to sleep... sooo, till i post again!

wet day

2009-12-26T03:11:00.002+08:00

ytd was christmas. a wet day.. stayed home.. still nth to do... sleep.. bathe.. tv.. psp... see the rain fell heavily... eat.. and eat... cycled at night out of boredom... well, that should be the end of my post.. my shortest post ever.. soo... till i post again... and do tag me what i can do at home...

christmas

2009-12-25T02:11:00.002+08:00

ytd went watch movie with aaron, kok loon, denzel, min aung, jun keat, aiyu, peiyi, clarissa benjamin and surprisingly huahui...alvin and the chipmunks 2... then they 'cleverly' wasted lots of time... made me bored... all the way they ask me chat with huahui cos ben too boring alr... always tongue tied... weird guy... anyway... today is christmas... so... MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL... 'Tis the season to be jolly... Fa la la la la, la la la la... woow! chk your socks... there may be gifts in there...

home

2009-12-23T19:22:00.002+08:00

past few days... stay at home.. play psp... fifa10.. quite bored la... nth to do... been eating alot... so do tag me what i can do at home... christmas is coming.. friends are preparing for them... someone ask me go orchard to see the lights... if u happen to read this, let me tell u i am not sure to go or not to go.... now, i talking to a long lost friend... hehe.. a primary sch best buddy, mifdhal... lots to catch up on... lots of stories.... some sad some happy... we were super close last time... he is in boon lay sec.. haiz... happy times ends fast...gone with the wind... uh btw i gtg, end of post.... till i post again...

POP

2009-12-20T23:26:00.002+08:00

just now was POP.. days went by smoothly.. trained very very hard but in the end rain so use wet weather program...parade cancelled..
during the prize presentation, i hoped not to get any awards... as i lazy march to the stage.. in the end, i won overall best knowledge in advance... i don't know i should be happy or not.... cos i don't even know how i got it...
the day before exam, i went to a BBQ party and stayed overnight... studied around 30 minutes only... then during the paper itself, i labelled and rolled eraser to get the answer for those questions i don't know... but i was lucky enough to score highest.. if only school is like that..
the trophy is very identical to the footddrill competition champions trophy... but i don't really mind.. peiyi the trophy is super tall... it's like three trophies into one...
that's it for now.. at least i no need suffer in NCO course anymore! woow! but kinda miss my platoon... till i post again

POP rehearsal

2009-12-20T00:35:00.002+08:00

today was POP rehearsal. i woke up at 5.30am just to go for this... haiz... aaron an kok loon keep rushing me... then while replying him, i missed a bus.. rch boon lay interchg, met them and we proceeded to lavendar.
over thr, bad memories started playing in my mind. we went for first parade. they need volunteers.. i volunteered.. i became course ic.. i was shock.. i stood rooted thr for 5 seconds till sir call me out..haiz... wrong timing to volunteer.. but the day went smoothly but some ppl are very sarcastic...no names mentioned..
after last parade i don't care already... went straight to mrt station...as doors closing, i managed to squeeze in the train.. was tired.. no sit.. so i sat on the floor.. ppl looked at me but i just kept quiet...
then at chinese garden thr got one insane guy board the train..he kept laughing, talking and hitting himself..
allight the train, thought of buying sweettalk but got one guy buying and i dun wanna wait so went home sleep...
tmr is POP... i got this feeling of don't want to go... haiz...but i going anyway.. just to see who win awards... that's it for now... tmr can wake up ltr than usual.. till i post again.. :)

i'm back..

2009-12-10T19:38:00.004+08:00

it's been long since i last post...i have been busy recently frm sjab to outings.. let's start with ytd... ytd, me and a friend went to suntec, tropic atrium to see spongebob.. we sat among the kids. the kids danced wildly. patchy the pirate was very funny. especially his reaction. thr are more thgs that happen before going to suntec but i won't elaborate. i'll be going to the bookfest with that friend also. hope we can pick a date soon. we may also watch spongebob again. hahas. hope to get that prize of best dancer.. hehe. tomo, kok loon will be leaving for korea and jeju island.. a long 6 hr flight + an hr flight to jeju island from thr. i wish him a happy and safe journey( make sure u get that rock for aiyu). that's it for now..till i post again.

CAMP!!!

2009-11-20T09:12:00.004+08:00

ytd, can't sleep... was thinking how toturous the camp was last yr... but who knows maybe this yr may chg... i told myself to sleep while keeping a positive mindset... it's a 4D3N TRAINING camp so u may understand how it feels...i can't wait for the hike... tt's all... and th campfire.. pretty much what i am waiting for... the rest, torture...i hate th first part when u have to take out and put in ur belongings a couple of times... why not do it just once????? ltr, gg to have lunch with peiyi..and maybe ben too... and i will be searching frantically for a mask... those face mask for sick ones... as kok liang promised to come if i provide him with one... i'll slaughter him if he go bck to his words...hehe!! i just feel this camp may be fun... but some sort torturing..i just hope there isn't any scoldings and punishments... it's 4D3N... so for the next four days, i will not be posting... have fun!!! and i'll miss part two of the fairly oddparents 'wishology' triology.. oh man... hope they play it again some day... goodbye for now....

meeting...again...

2009-11-19T17:12:00.005+08:00

just went to platoon meeting... again... i was thr late again... but many were ltr though... i am soo tired... waiting for ppl to turn up... while waiting, i slept....1015.... woke up, at 1045...

it was so bright, my eyes hurt... still the same ppl were thr... nobody else turn up...we practice the first skit... very confusing... tired.. break.. slept for a few minutes more..(dunnoe why so tired)... i suggested a dance.. many ideas sprang up... from diana and yihao especially... they used my PSP to search for songs.. in the end, decided on the cadbury song...

we dance weirdly and wildly with the sound effect specialist Diana taking the lead...knee pain from squatting and standing countless times... i felt tired... play PSP... while the rest look at the zone 9 magazine... i played with the ants... they are so cute... then, everyone was asking kok liang to come for camp.... but it was to no avail... i slept..

woke up, ppl was surrounding kok liang... i went thr.. and he was briefing them on a skit.. it was a funny skit... my role was important...i am playing the officer.. that's all that can be revealed... i dunnoe why they choose me... we were having a shortage of ppl... so everyone asked kok liang to come for camp again... this time he relented and agreed...

it's time to go home... we all went to JE MRT station... i was bragging abt why they are walking so fast... on the way, diana tripped... i was trying to curb my laughter...

bought bubble tea... it cost 1.50. i gave 2.50.. they gave me 0.50 change.. they dunnoe math i guess... coz diana also got wrong chg... but i just kept quiet...

took the mrt and went to giant to buy ice mountain water bottle... came home... forgot buy bandages... went back to watson pioneer mall.. bought roller bandage but no triangular...

went to jp... lucky have... if not, it was a wasted trip... i went home... eat... and straight away pack my items for camp tomo... as i got nth to do... ooh... just rmb nx wk got jvs sjab camp...hehe... so many camp.. so tiring... now i am watchin drake and josh.... so i gtg... bb...

platoon meeting

2009-11-18T19:57:00.003+08:00

just now went to platoon meeting.. came late.. but as usual, not alot was done.. tired.. practiced performance... the performance is confusing.. but i tried.. halfway, kok loon came to disturb.. sergent syahirah looked pissed.. after 30 mins, he finally went away.. we practiced again... time to go home.. but my stomach was stubborn... same goes to nicholas and diana... we decided to eat at "JK kings prata" located near my school.. upon reaching, nicholas straight away went to the toilet...me and diana ordered prata... i didn't order drinks coz there was bubble tea next shop.. diana was scolding me for not telling her that.. nicholas came back.. he ordered and we sat down..we talked about alot of thgs over 'dinner', as it was 6.after eating, bought bubble tea and went bus stop.. OMG, diana isn't the take bus kind.. she doesn't even know what bus to take home.. me and nicholas decide to take 187 with her.. we talk abt corp activity.. lakesite MRT station, she alighted..me and nicholas didn't talk much after that.. only some random stuff. at boon lay, took 243G home.. same goes for nicholas.. he alighted at pioneer sec there.. i went home.. tomo, another platoon meeting. agenda: performance.. claims to be short and a serious one... Friday is camp... it is so-called a training camp... going to be tough... but life have to go on... it's 4D3N.. what's worse is my platoon mate isn't going.. that is sad news... when he's gone, i'll try to 'replace' him... that's it... now watching SG idol...bb..

ANOTHER MEETING!!!!

2009-11-18T11:18:00.004+08:00

I don't know how long this has been going on... but these meetings has been taking up most of my time... each meeting, we discuss only a few topics... why not they just so-called combine the topics and squeeze the meetings into a solid one or two!!! my other friends only went for two or three but i've went countless times... but i know this meeting is gg to be fun as i will practice my act...which is to beat up someone..hehe.. kay gtg get ready for it....bb...

at last.. it's done

2009-11-18T00:55:00.002+08:00

It took me a long long time but it's finally done with aaron's help... i just felt bored... and decided to create this blog... hope u all will like it... and hopefully read it...